March 2011
3 posts
There are some days where I feel like you aren’t happy being with me.
It was pretty fucking wonderful to see Loretta tonight… I’m happy.
Everything…is becoming…”normal” I guess…
Loretta’s back in my life…and so is my Grandma, who I still don’t like but…she’s family and I mean, it made my Mom happy so whatever.
I feel…lighter. I bitched and ranted and cried to people who never listen and told a few people off who I am better off without.
But he keeps visiting me in...
February 2011
8 posts
I’m happy. I really am.
Talking to you doesn’t make me happy because all you do is fake your happiness. It’s really irritating. If “sorry” isn’t good enough for you, then I give up. If you’re expecting me to leave Mike for you, then you’re out of luck, boy. Cause I’m happy with him.
Yeah maybe I used you, but you knew it from the beginning. I...
I see that you're in a relationship.
And at first, I’m really happy for you because I think ‘hey maybe you found someone else thats good for you’.
But nope. It just kinda turns out that your “Babe” is some video game you’ve been playing.
/deepsigh
Katie you need to calm yo tits qurl.
And stop leaving marks on your boyfriend before his mom starts hating you.
That awkward moment when you realize you have a...
Whoops. Way to go Mike.
Be glad Mom isn’t home. ;;
You know I feel pretty good about talking to Loretta again actually. I’ve missed her a lot… it’s nice to talk to her again.
Like nothing ever happened.
Are we really going through with this?
I don’t know what to do with you.
I worry about you a lot, you know. I feel like you’re destroying your sanity because of me. Because I didn’t like you back. And I know you want to stay friends but I don’t know if that can happen if you still like me. I’m positively terrified to hang out with you because I don’t know what would happen. Would we just talk and...
Yeah I don’t think I want to be your friend anymore.
January 2011
6 posts
Nick’s become such a pathetic waste of space. Is it bad that I laugh now at him?
Today I found out that he’s trying to have sex with this one girl at my school who is pretty much the school’s slut. It’s really bad. He looks bad too. I don’t know how I ever thought he was attractive…
I’m honestly happy that I broke up with him. I mean, now look at...
"People would kill to see you fall."
This I know is true. Thank you for reminding me Mom.
I am happy right now. Mom made me more positive, Mike is cheering me up by being silly and making me laugh, the world is good right now.
You know. I need to stop worrying about you… I do miss talking to you but in my opinion, you’re being a complete dick right now. I don’t like that you’re hurting because of me, I don’t like that you’re drinking, I don’t like that you want me to hurt to just because I didn’t fucking return your feelings.
Well look. I’ve been in your shoes more...
See this is why I will forever love Joe to pieces. He calls me out of nowhere and just let me rant to him and you know what? He’s here. He drove out to see me. He said something was off and that he felt like he needed to be here for me.
God damnit I love you. This is why you’re my best friend. Why I trust you a lot more than anyone else (aside from Mar).
I don’t know why I even gave you a fucking second chance.
I don’t know what to do with you anymore. When we met, I thought maybe I could trust you. You had feelings for me and I didn’t have them for you but as we got to know each other, I started gaining some of them but…I don’t have them anymore. Yes I had feelings for you at one time. Yes they went away.
I should have told you about him at least, the one I did have feelings...